I encourage everyone to go see the movie “Brittany runs a marathon”. It’s a good movie to understand how until you change your thinking that your life will stay the same. This movie isn’t just about a you lady running a race. She’s trying to figure out how to get her life together and the race is one of the goals she’s using as a measurement.
Stop blaming other people for things not going right and look deep within yourself. Wake up and decide you are going to be different. You just have to take one small step and that’s enough.